Kiddy Got His Transverse

Unbreakable Karma

2010-04-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

i trust the words so tight and close
i gave my life to sworn yet crossed
And so my soul my mind and body
to stand the pain that'll hold by me

few months gone we live happily
but in a sudden moment i saw sadistically
a number that changed the world
the world of karma that we're living

to karma you gave happiness
when all the thought was stupid and lies
and so the us that human thought happy
unbreakable karma, a words wont perish

Story of Murderer

2010-01-06T11:43:00.000+08:00

Oh Jean-Baptiste Grenouille
Through scream you mother hanged
Your scent survive to orphanage
Madame Gulliard sold you to The Tanner
Her fortune and life shorten by the robbers

Oh Jean-Baptiste Grenouille
Your powerful scent meets a maiden
Chase her fragrance and den
Suffocated her to fill your lust
As for you her odour is lust

Oh Jean-Baptiste Grenouille
In Paris you meet Baldini
Perfume artist with little penny
He bought you with 50 francs
The Tanner happy and drown

Oh Jean-Baptiste Grenouille
You make thousand perfumes
Your desirable odour never loom
Left Baldini 100 formula and gone
His house collapsed he got none

Oh Jean-Baptiste Grenouille
In the city of Grasse you’re employed
Killed the co-worker for enfleurage
You failed and look for another
Killed the prostitute and success later

Oh Jean-Baptiste Grenouille
13 maiden killed for perfume
Desperate to look for whom?
Laura Richis complete the cast
A wonderful aroma at last

Oh Jean-Baptiste Grenouille
Through the perfume from the virgin scent
Executioner and crowd said you innocent
The mass and cardinal fall into orgy
Even Laura’s father beg to forgive

Oh Jean-Baptiste Grenouille
What were you thinking?
For the lust of perfume you sink
Druot was hanged after you left
Nothing to care just you under the leaf

Oh Jean-Baptiste Grenouille
They love your perfume not you
Cover your whole body with admirable perfume
They devour the sensational that loom
As the daybreak left nothing but your cloth and bottle of PERFUME….

Deadly sin of Pride

2010-01-01T20:31:00.003+08:00

The rage that storm the wall of fate
a shameful act slain the trust
loyalty is nothing
it a trash that could be easily forgotten

The Queen sat on her throne
she desire jewelry, food, power
hunger for endless extravagant
what a shame what a vanity

Even a pig will bow
Rip Van smiles at his lazy follower
sleep like a baby even its the end of the world
don't you worry for a scissor hidden in your blanket

Oh what would Adonis do?
Rome and Greek will rebuilt their brothel
its a celebration, a feast, an incest
would you join the circus?

The answer of every desire lies on your mouth
lie when you are already consume a barrel
eat eat eat eat the food
the Devil smile how foolish are these human

Take a look at the crown
would you kill to touch the magnificent?
Slay those have touch the crown
take the crown from your sinful hands

Tragedy of the devil puppet
dance through the rhytm of human pride
never to care the sweat and blood
the temporary face that you proud of

Doomed to be a victim
fate to be a slave
curse to be worthless
death was near but he keep let me go

....

I hate you motherfucker

unknown moment

2009-10-05T22:09:00.003+08:00

in the dark dread there was a moment
that fade and lost through time went by
a scene of mortal with angel he kissed
a dreadful kiss that changed his life forever

as year go by he suffer the consequences
living in the cage like a bird can't fly
freedom and happy the angel took it away
and he fall before he can make it

a feeling for a time that elapsed every second
a sense of heart that he lost forever
would he be safe and sound?
sanctum melancholic he has to pay

brightness and shiny he was used to be
walking on the god's land as far as he can do
now hidden in the cage of angel's do
breathless with no soul in agony
he pay the price like he should be.

a sin for the sinner

2009-10-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

For the moonlight spark my eyes
there's a vision that i've denied
a chilling moment that i sober
therefore i fall through the hover

where poisonous lips spoke to the damned
a bittersweet tounge stuck to the sin
neverending words and sword he sworn
to venus, he begged and long

it happen over and over unstoppable
untill tired control he looks so pale
with lullaby singing along the journey
a sweet fucking talk stuck in the artery

a sorry with chapter untaceable
known only to hate for premiere
neverending the story begin
that's it, a sin for the sinner

Deadly sUn

2009-02-18T12:57:00.003+08:00

The sky has stopped its tears; the land of bliss has dried upon the beautiful sky
the sun sat between cirrostratus clouds with its shine awakens the sleeping being
The attractive flower misses the sun to blossom its beautiful petal
the birds are happy to look for food to its darling hatchlings
The joys of human to see the sun again are too priceless
clear blue sky has replace the Grey wet sky
No more morning nightmare to face
hearing the bird and wind singing to its lovely melody.

However I missed the silver cloud
now seeing it again only once in blue moon
The coldness of the day has comfort my daily pain
now the heat is intense and everything is wrong
The tune of water hitting the concrete house bring back my tranquility
how it ooze to my skin...ah..such lovely feeling
The rains that break the midnight silent with its thunder sing upon the midnight sky
just like a lullaby that put me to sleep.

Waking with the bright sun hurting my eyes
as tough it can cause combustion upon my naked skin
I know its bliss
I wish to see a rainy bliss that would set the land once again wet
locking my self away form this hostile bright light
Now I’m at my home avoiding the radiant daylight.

Im In Disorder

2009-02-13T00:47:00.002+08:00

walk to the left
walk to the right
which direction i go
it doesnt seems right
i feel like taco
and now i eat fritos
watchin the video
give me a freako

i spell the word bumlebee
but it turn out to be lullaby
why shud this happen to me?
ahh my superior warrior lousy

space invasion from mars and venus
whoaa lots of enemy with flying saucer
i hide under table and feel nervous
waheyy someone kill them with the chilli sauce

then i walk thru the cave of death
there's giant with club in his hand
i start to sneak and hide under his feet
and stole his cluby and run to the land

suddenly phone ring and someone talking
i yell and say hello but no one answering
then i found something on the floor
i see it closely it just a cake roll

then comes minimoys from the arthur story
they told me evil M has kidnap arthur
i join the tribe and fight with fury
and got the rubies given by arthur

the adventure goes like there's no end
i want to stop but i just can't
i smash my head unto the rock
i wake up and feel like gorr.

haha im in DISORDER

I For U

2009-02-11T19:14:00.007+08:00

She's Siti NorLina Bte Ladi. My Sweetheart Eternally.

Yeahh. we've been together since 27th june 2007. it's been a long time and we have hold too much memories that we couldn't let go. Am i too quick? let me introduce first who's she.

She's Leena. 16 yrs old. Born on 31st Augustus 1993. She live inside my heart. (iWontTellWhere). The thing's she born to LOVE me! am i right babe?? haha

We've been thru many sad and happy things. weve been thru the worst fight of ours. we've been solved too may problem together. weve been walk together, sleep together and love each other.

Love, i remembered the time when we hate each other but in the end still we be together. too many obstacle we've been breakthru. if i list out everything it wont fit on this blog. haha. well aside from that we've been thru many sweet moment. the time when we kissed beneath the tree with rain were falling down. it's so sweet dear. it'll never erase.

Also when you offer something valuable, u never regret and so am i. it just happened like that without being planned. love i love you so much.

Well we shud forget everything bad and dread. it wont last forever. we shudnt leave each other. we shudnt cheat on each other. every moment is like precious to us.

okee im out of topic. haha. well there's something i wanna let out to her. seriously.
if you think it's too jiwang thenn who cares. my blog. *piss off

Sayang, seluruhannya hanya untuk mu. seumur hidupku hanya buat mu. jangan pernah kita berpisah. seperti w. Shakepeare bilang. 'Cinta sejati itu takkan pernah aman kerana ianya hanya satu dugaan'. kan kann sayang? waheyyy. im too jiwang laa. tp yang benar itu aku sayang sama leena. like berabisan.

AGAIN!!!

Babe, for every poem ive made it just for only u. banar. for every sweettalk ive talk about it really for u. again BANAR. for every inch of my life is truly with you. and and dont forget uve stole my heart. MANA my heart????? hahaha.

Here List Of Songs We've Been Listened As Our Song.
I caught a fire by the used
my heart by paramore
karna ku sayang kamu by dygta
Letters To You by finch (ive play the guitar.)
our very own song. havent got the name yet.
with you by chris brown.

Hereby i present u some picture that show what us truly are.

Love. my wish is we cud be together forever eternally. i wont regret havin u by my side. having u as my angel my heart. my fucking everything. ure my only one again BANAR. mwahs

Sayang jgn pernah curang sama aku ahh. ku timbak lubang idungmu. bear na dpt benafas lagi, ku garut muamu pky cutter if kau curang. aku cinta kau brabes.

Lastly till here only. im done. and one thing jgn slalu kusut2 bee awhh. ketahuilaah aku sayang kau saja. selama-lamanya. kalah salam sayang kau.

SiLeena My Forever. thousand kiss and hugs for her. i fuck you babe.

Sweet cheers melodies
sweet love we can be
forever eternally
you shud know we are meant to be.
ILOVEYOU

Sweet Lullaby

2009-02-06T11:30:00.003+08:00

To Cheers With Loyal And Patient
To Calm With Sincerity And Love
I Thanks You Thousand Times For That
Because Without You I Would Be Dead

For Every Moment We Have Spent
I Kept It Inside And Tighten
For Sweet Promises And Deal
It Makes Me Melt And I Swear

Hope We Can Be Together Ever
And Never Be Apart Like Forever
This Poem Maybe Short
But It truly Mean A Lot

Thanks Dear.

Darah Hangat

2009-02-01T09:27:00.002+08:00

Berdiri Megahnya Mereka Di Tanah Haram
Bermaharajalela Umpama Binatang Yang Melata
Di Sanjung Dan Di Kenali Seluruh Dunia
Keadilan Adalah Dalam Definisi Mereka

Bersama Dengan Teman Seperjuangannya
Zionist Bangsat Menjadi Satu Negara
Di Sokong Oleh Sesetengah Negeri
Mereka Bersatu Memerintah Dengan Cara Tersendiri

Megahnya Mereka Umpama Firaun Mengaku Tuhan
Dibutakan Mata Mereka,
Ditulikan Telinga Mereka,
Dikeraskan Hati Mereka,
Dilaknat Buat Selama-lamanya Oleh Tuhan Yang Maha Berkuasa

Nyawa Tergadai Begitu Saja
Umpama besi Tidak Berguna
Peluru Pula Menghujani Bumi Menimpa Anak-anak Kecil Tidak Bersalah
Tersedu Menangis Tidak Di Hirau Malah Di Biarkan Sebegitu Rupa
Sampai Akhirnya Ia Terdiam Kelu Tak Terkata.

I'm Revolter

2008-12-17T02:08:00.005+08:00

Wash The Mind Of True People
Exploits The Work Of Working Class
To Buy Your Own Asses
You're Just A Waste

Dude, Stop Wipe Someone's Ass
Stop Lick Someone's Butthole
Stop Being Capitalist
Stop Being 3k Bullshit

Remember People have their own right
people have their own power
people are the voice of the nation
people are developer of the country

We are the new generation
Generation of wise and smart
we think too hard
we want equalities
we want social justice

Fuck the ranking system
Fuck the royal System
Fuck the 3k Sytem
Fuck the Democratic Monarchy

I'm not Communist
I'm Not Marxist
I'm not Rebellion
I just Revolt Thinker

Revolt For Reformation
Country For People
One Nation Equality
That's My Slogan

Question

2008-12-17T01:38:00.003+08:00

Listen Love! Listen Carefully!
Don't Take Harsh Of What I've Said
Remember The Last Time That I Asked That Question?
It's So Meaningful That You Won't Understand
It Mean Too Much That I Barely Hold On
Our Situation Remind Of Our Past
Where There's No Fun At All
And I Keep Inside Till I Grow Old

Love, If You Could Understand For What I Feel
For What I'm Holding On And Tough
U Made Mi Flesh So Right And Strong
I'm Panic, I Couldn't Get My Head Straight

Let's Make This Straight
ILOVEYOU Is Not Enough
Loyalty Is Not Enough
All I Need Is You To Listen What I Love And What I Hate
Sometimes We Contradict
Don't You Realize?

Love, I Love You For Your Heart
Not Face Or Makeout
No Tits Or Pussy
Just Purely Your Hearty

Love Please Cheers Up And Don't be Mad
You're Strong And Ofcousre You Can Face
Ahhh We Are Forever And Ofcourse It's
Just I Hate The Past That Make Us Like This

Seriously We Are Meant To Be Together

Dried Lips

2008-12-17T01:10:00.002+08:00

Sweaty sweet heart
Kiss the groom and the bride
Sworethy sakd heart
Kill The pain and the right

Innerth Sider fucker
Outerh Sider Sucker
Kill the little Fucker
Kiss the little Sucker

kisl everyone
curte everbody
cause in the end
you are losker.

SoLE WarriOR

2008-12-02T12:10:00.002+08:00

An exquisite nightmare is his last request
a little hopeless effort for the last step
spear of loath armed the last warrior
ready to fight in the battle of horror
of all the warriors one had failed
painful emotional tension ailed
defeated anima shame the presumptuous army
the disgraceful soldier halt before the jetty

Before the battle began his heart defeated
of all the wish for serenity shredded
the wall of egotistic barbed by trustful traitors
protecting his obstacles without fractures
alone facing his nemesis before battle
none dare to step forward upon his humble
detested blockade standing still with pride
until the end he are no longer fight

whaaaaaa!!!

2008-11-21T22:13:00.003+08:00

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.

---

Are you male or female?
. I Swear - All4one [ Gay? ]

Describe yourself!
. Shut The Fuck Up - The Casualties [ Punk-Rockerr. ]

What do people feel when they're around you?
. This Girl Has A Gun - Bleeding Alarm [ Whaaaa? X) ]

Describe your current relationship.
. Angels Cry - Angra [ Ahaha LOL ]

Where would you like to be now?
. Kind Of Perfect - Armor For Sleep [ Lalala~ ]

How do you feel about love?
. Fading American Dream - Streets Dog [ Wahaha. :D ]

What's your life like?
. Johny Be Goode - Sex Pistols. [ whooooot. xp ]

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
. Sway - Big Runga. [ Lalala~. xp ]

Say something wise.
. Into The Darkness - Kittie. [ Hell Yeahh ]

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
. Novacaine Rhapsody - Dean Gray. [ haha. Mash Up Greenday songs. ]

How would you describe yourself?
. Kentut Siapa - Potret . [ weehhh meherrr. ]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
. space oddity - david bowie. [ If you understand. ]

How do you feel today?
. 18 and life - Skid Row. [ Well it's shuffle song ]

What is your life's purpose?
. Dying In The Sun - The Cranberries. [ hahah. MATI. xp ]

What is your motto?
. Not Pretty Enough- Kasey Chambers. [ HAHAHA! :D ]

What do your friends think of you?
. Sorrow The Seas Of My Heart - Bleeding Alarm. [ HoHo ]

What do you think of your parents?
. Sid Vicious Was Innocent - Exploted. [ fuck yeah. (: ]

What do you think about very often?
. Letters To You - Finch. [ Yeahh. ]

What is 2 + 2?
. Nunsense - Pungent Stench. [ Apanahh ]

What do you think of your best friend?
. I've Been Dying To Reach You - Saosin. [ Aa~ ]

What do you think of the person you like?
. Another You - Cromok. [ Sure Mehh ]

What is your life story?
. Judge Dread - Prince Buster. [ Sure It Is ]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
. Cries In Vain - BFMV. [ Haha buduhh. bhapa!! ]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
. My Generation - Greenday. [ Mistilerrr ]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
. I For You - Luna Sea. [ Yeah For Her! ]

What will they play at your funeral?
. Lihat Dengar Rasakn - SO7. [ yeahh true tuu ]

What is your hobby/interest?
. Good Riddance - Greenday. [ Haha Sureee ]

What is your biggest fear?
. Time Bomb - Rancid. [ Yeahhhh. Nada idea ehhh ]

What is your biggest secret?
. Police Brutality - Casualties. [ HAHAHA. xD ]

What do you think of your friends?
. Asgard - Therion. [ Ntaalaaa~ ]

What will you post this as?
. Cage - Dir En Gray. [ Apkaaan ]

Haha Cool.

I'll tag,
1. Nda.
2. Ku.
3. Rajin.
4. Yaww.
5. Haha.
6. Thanks.

a little bit of scrap from me.

2008-10-30T13:29:00.003+08:00

Gurls, kima juaa kamuu?? lain cerita lain version sampai ahh??? penyibuk bayiii waa kamu aniee. suma kan dUngkit. napa kan kaamu? get a life baa. amongst all mankind yang ada kami jua kamu pick. lain lagi version sampai tuu. mcm apa. burit banar. btnya jua ganya ku tuu. aniee burit suma kan dUngkit. yang lapas atu lapas taa baa. bayii. ku aruk karang puki mu pky buluh. biar kau kegatalan. bayii.

kamu pkir kamu perfect. semua kamu lurus. bayii kamu ahh. kan psl hal remeh pun kan dUngkit. first of all awu aku confess aku ada bgtau kauu. (youknowwhoyouare) tp aku btnya yang words atu ntuk shapa and aku pkir ea marah sal words atuu. eataaa. tp bayi na jua pyh kan dUngkit kalii. yang lapas atuu lapas tiaa bahh. mature baah. form 3 jua bnr baa.

bayiii. kamu mana paham. kamu pkir life kamu sha yang miserable. oii dang bkn kamu ganyaa. aku pun merasa. burit masin jua ehh. yataa bini2 tuuu. lain cerita lain sampainyaa. backstabber jua banar. pukima kamu. padantaa bini2 kana janjikan banyak diNeraka. bayyiii puki kamuu. kelacahannn pukimaaa

Longview By Greenday

2008-10-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

Sit around and watch the tube,but nothing's on
Change the channels for an hour or two
Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit
I'm sick of all the same old shit
In a house with unlocked doors
And I'm fucking lazy

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And I smell like shit

Peel me off this velcro seat and get me moving
I sure as hell can't do it by myself
I'm feeling like a dog in heat
Barred indoors from the summer street
I locked the door to my own cell
And I lost the key

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And I smell like shit

I got no motivation
Where is my motivation?
No time for the motivation
Smoking my inspiration

Sit around and watch the phone, but no one's calling
Call me pathetic, call me what you will
My mother says to get a job
But she don't like the one she's got
When masturbation's lost its fun
You're fucking breaking

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored
I'm going blind
And loneliness has to suffice
Bite my lip and close my eyes
I was slipping away to paradise
Some say,"Quit or I'll go blind."
But it's just a myth

Circus-tic that's show we are civilise

2008-10-19T02:48:00.001+08:00

Let's share the beauty of it
To the whole world it shall be examine
Why share with the one only
Afterall it's your precious want

Forget the old way and the stupid old folks
To be stylish not like old look
Well show it with your pride and dignity
Religions talk are all bullshit

There's no such thing as protect the beauty
When civilise world need to be fit in
It's not worth of hiding the two mountains
When it's really style of nowadays modern

You shall be proud for men look with lust
Cause it's the way you will be civilise
Like the western did and they were forward
Not the old style that looks like coward

Oh we're the child of modern universe
We don't care the race as long we aren't the worst
It's just a style that we love to be
Why should we care about the religion teach.

Teenager's time only happen once
You can't show it when you old aunts
So let loose to all the cover
Only when you're old you start to cover

To show the beauty it worth the hell
Hell is nothing compare to this world
Why care for going to hell
Afterall that bullshit is just words

Oh show more all ladies out there
Nevermind the public cause we men like that
You know you are lovely uptodate
Forget traditional thats make us sick

Fu*k the custom and traditional ways
For it's better to show all of em
It's nowadays lifestyle that makes we sway
Just dont hide it and open your bottom

Well you know what cost you that
So it's up to you cover or naked
But forget the sin and you shall be love
By us men and satan the lord

i Am sOrRy

2008-10-03T10:27:00.002+08:00

We taught to forgive
we fought our pride
but
we loathed to recite

A simple word to utter
for human to feel better
portray ourselves in single letter

Believe me its not hard
for love is in the card
like fluorescent and healing Nard

Look inside you
your forgiveness has died
nothing left but a filthy pride

Guilty will chained our dignity
foe become our ability
bless is our futility

A sincere apology
unlocked by poisonous guilty
say…I am sorry

My name is Jill

2008-10-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

I lost my soul and the fresh beating heart?
Was it gone, stolen or eaten by the shark?
Upon my body he gave the beautiful dress
I ware it everyday and night and now it just a mess

With string that attach around my body
What a nice thread like your evening outfit milady
I can not move freely at my will
Whenever I moved they delighted with thrill

Here the story about a damsel in distress
She can not sleep because of bad mattress
Come the prince with shinning armor
His mother was ugly according to rumours

That is not about me just a story from my master
He is a marionette with first name Carter
Hither-thither with his dying pet
Now you know I am nothing but a puppet

P/s: Freaky is not a puppet but a freak

Midsummer Night's Dream

2008-09-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

well aku baru abeshh baca. siuk yooww cetaynyaa. haha. here aku explain cetanyaa cana. shory if na brapa lurus sal u know englishnyaa englishh shakespearean. haha pyh yoo kan phmi

cast : Theseus, Ageus, Lysander and Hermia (lovers), Demetrius And Helena (again the lovers), Oberun and Titania (The Fairy king and queen), Bottom, Quince, Snug, Flute and Starvelling. well ada lagi monor character tp just leave it.

Well the story is about four lovers which is Lysander to Hermia and Helena To Demetrius. Hermia's father want her to marry Demetrius but she refuse and in the night, They, Hermia and lysander makes deal that they will marry outside from Athen(ofcourse their city) and runaway from there. well Helena heard it and report to Demetrius. well Demetrius obviously loves Hermia and hate Helena. so Demetrius follows them to the wood and Helena follow Demetrius. will in the wood, Bottom and his gang were practising their theatre to perform on wedding day. and comes Titania whose eyes were given love juice. well she saw Bottom at the first and bring him home. well oberun get jealous because he hopes that Titania saw him first. well while Lysander and Hermia on run, Demetrius caught them and brought away Hermia. well then they meet again have a little fight. so they reach an agreement that Lysander shall marry Hermia and Demetrius Shall marry Helena (where i didnt understand what the hell happen). so they go back home at Athen and waiitt didnt i mention about Bottom and Titania? well Oberun gives the remedy and Bottom went home. at the wedding day, the Bottom and his gang perform infront of Theseus and The weds-guy. well the end.

owh yeahh kalau kamu na phm baca sindri ceta atuu. hahaha. aku explain plot penting jaa. siukk tuuu cetanyaa. baca saja k?? haha

Story Plays From William Shakespeare - Midsummer Night's dream

2008-09-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

HERMIA :
My good Lysander!
I swear to thee, by Cupid's strongest bow,
By his best arrow with the golden head,
By the simplicity of Venus' doves,
By that which knitteth souls and prospers loves,
And by that fire which burn'd the Carthage queen,
When the false Troyan under sail was seen,
By all the vows that ever men have broke,
In number more than ever women spoke,
In that same place thou hast appointed me,To-morrow truly will I meet with thee.

Quotation From William Shakespeare

2008-09-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

"Good Night, Good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow." (Act II, Scene II). Romeo and Juliet

I'm not the Hero

2008-09-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

The gruesome fate has severed the ties
within the chemistry bonding
so he knows
that the scene are her
that the heroin is her
he's not the hero
but a passerby

Anniversary the 13th month

2008-09-27T15:22:00.000+08:00

Happy 13th anniversary to my love leena

Wish u a blastin' life there.

today maybe the worst

but..

like william shakespeare said..

the course of true love never run so smoothly.

Okee enuff said HAPPY 13TH MONTHSARY DEAR

The Story Begin . . . .

2008-09-27T03:21:00.000+08:00

From Light To Dark

From Good To Bad

From Heaven To Hell

The Spirit Is Now Changes

The New Of It

The Will And Spirit

The Craziness And Neurotic

It Changes To Dread

Without Ending

Without Chapter

Without Storyline

The Story Begin

How To Relieve The Stress From Getting Bigger.

2008-09-27T02:09:00.000+08:00

Here's my opinion :

First of all take the KNIFE or more better CUTTER cause CUTTER are more sharp than a knife. If you can't stand the pain, take a bunch of ice and put it into you wrist or anywhere that have a pulse beating. Put it there untill it feels like the blood are not goin there anymore than like a SNAP, cut the pulse so deeply and BANG you are dead. easiest way to relieve the stress.

Another thing is to eat medicine such as panadol or any medicine that kills you if you overdose it. Make it simple, eat more than you should. the end you are dead.

ohh and if you're muslim, im not encourage you to do what above state. just pray some doa and hopes that god take out all your sorrow. got it?

INSPIRED BY HER.

Ahh bayii

2008-09-27T01:46:00.001+08:00

A Losta Fuck To Mr SHAH DANI the FUCKER. Thanks BABE for the cure. MIDDLE-FINGER and TWO-THUMBS up for BOTH of You

Guys! Guys!

2008-09-27T00:17:00.000+08:00

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okeee. happy puasa and advance raya

Truly sincere goes for her

2008-09-25T20:24:00.001+08:00

Not being an emo
Not to being a fag
Just a scrap
To show what i am made

My arm around your waist
Our lips touching softly
There's a feel
That makes you look lovely

Remember the times beneath the tree
It was raining and we hugged each other tightly
Then i whispered in your ear the words softly
You were stunned and slowly kissed me

Also the times where we were ready
But the things happened doesn't go smoothly
And we keep on trying till it goes so deeply
Since then our chemistry bond are getting more tightly

The big moment when it reach a year
Sadness came cause you were not here
But the sweet cloud when i read your text
Therefore i know you are my best

1 year 3 months we've been together
Eventhough it's short but for me it's forever
I'm happy to have you by my side
Cause i know you will never leave me right?

Forget the arguement forget the unsastifaction
Let it fade with the loves keep on increasing
The truce we bear and the deal we've made
Put it in your heart and eternal won't dread

One thing fo sure and i never lie
I love you to death with all my life

P/s: i've made this poems truly for my bridesmaid. I love you dear. LM FOREVER

Atheis

2008-09-25T19:50:00.000+08:00

I look upsky
To see the the light
Something mesmerize
And its look so bright

I wonder how
I wonder why
It's tonight
The holy night

Is it true
Or it just my eyes
Seeing something
That's not my life

I'm non-believer
And i'm free
But the scene i looked
Just keep on thinking

Today i admit
Today i confess
There's a god
For an atheis

Who am i!

2008-09-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

What do you see when you look at me
Do you see someone limited, or someone free

All some people can do is just look and stare
Simply because they can't see my hair

Others think I am controlled and uneducated
They think that I am limited and un-liberated

They are so thankful that they are not me
Because they would like to remain 'free'

Well free isn't exactly the word I would've used
Describing women who are cheated on and abused

They think that I do not have opinions or voice
They think that being hooded isn't my choice

They think that the hood makes me look caged
That my husband or dad are totally outraged

All they can do is look at me in fear
And in my eye there is a tear

Not because I have been stared at or made fun of
But because people are ignoring the one up above

On the day of judgment they will be the fools
Because they were too ashamed to play by their own rules

Maybe the guys won't think I am a cutie
But at least I am filled with more inner beauty

See I have declined from being a guy's toy
Because I won't let myself be controlled by a boy

Real men are able to appreciate my mind
And aren't busy looking at my behind

Hooded girls are the ones really helping the muslim cause
The role that we play definitely deserves applause

I will be recognized because I am smart and brightAnd because some people are inspired by my sight

The smart ones are attracted by my tranquility
In the back of their mind they wish they were me

We have the strength to do what we think is right
Even if it means putting up a life long fight

You see we are not controlled by a mini skirt and tight shirt
We are given only respect, and never treated like dirt

So you see, we are the ones that are free and liberated
We are not the ones that are sexually terrorized and violated

We are the ones that are free and pure
We're free of STD's that have no cure

So when people ask you how you feel about the hood
Just sum it up by saying 'baby its all good' ;)

P/S: the best poem i've seen. a cool one. read this muslim girl.

Malu Tudung Itu

2008-09-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

mengapa malu tudung itu
kau malu atau tak mahu
aku tahu kau tahu
rambutmu yang bubuh ungu itu
tak dapat tidak
adalah yang paling dungu

mengapa malu tudung itu
kau campak ke tilam tidurmu
kau renyuk masuk almari baju
lepas sekolah kau togel kepalamu
kau bubuh syampoo
tapi bau sampah yang aku bau
kau tahu aku tahu
rambutmu banyak kutu

mengapa malu tudung itu
kau kata jika pakai kepalamu menggerutu
maka timbul rasa gatal menggaru-garu
tapi bila kau tak pakai tudung itu
kau masih gatal semahu-mahu
bila kau garu aku nampak hantu
menggerbang macam nak makan aku

kau kata kau ayu tanpa tudung itu
kau sisir rambutmu kemas ke bahu
kau senyum cheese dan aku tangkap gambarmu
tapi aku tahu kau tahu
gambar itu merakam satu maksiat pada Tuhanmu
kerana melanggar syariat tidak tutup auratmu
kau suruh aku simpan gambar itu
aku senyum malu-malu
lalu aku conteng gambar itu tutup auratmu
kau jerit melolong penat kau control ayu
tapi kau tahu aku tahu
malaikat rekod amalanmu
kelak di padang mahsyar kau tonton dengan pilu
mengapa tidak kau tutup auratmu
dengan tudung itu

aku kirimkan gambarmu bertudung itu
minta kau perhati betul-betul wajahmu
apakah ada cacat dan cela bila kau pakai tudung itu
bukankah perhiasanmu terpelihara kemas dalam tudung itu
Allah juga memelihara hambaNya yang punya rasa malu
dari memperlihatkan aurat dan berbuat maksiat
aku tahu kau tahu
kau bertudung lebih ayu
baru kelihatan kesopanan perempuan melayu

tapi hari ini aku malu dengan tudung itu
bukan kerna kau campakkannya seperti dulu
tapi kerana kau bertudung sambil perlihatkan pusatmu
apakah erti kau bertudung itu?
andai kau pakai baju ketat adikmu
tonjol dada tonjol pusat pada aku
aku tahu kau tahu
tudung itu sangat malu denganmu

IBN MUKHTAR
(31 JANUARI 2007

http://bebaskan.wordpress.com/2007/02/03/malu-tudung-itu/

Aku dan hujan

2008-09-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hujan bertitisan lebat mencurah
Kilat sambar menyambar menghempas bumi
Angkasa biru keputihan
Aku dalam ketakutan

Aku terfikir apa itu murka darinya
Aku terus befikir ditemani oleh titis titis nya
Adakah mereka juga berfikir sepertiku?
Tentang ke ajaiban dunia?

Angin semakin kencang menghempas tubuhku
Hujan seakan akan mahu menggelami diriku
Kilat pula, semakin hampir memanahku.
Aku dalam kekalutan

Mungkin ini satu petanda yang tuhan itu maha berkuasa
Berkuasa untuk membuat segalanya
Berkuasa untuk disembah oleh manusia.

Hujan semakin reda
Bunyi katak mulai kedengaran
Keadaan semakin menyenangkan
Hanya tinggal angin yang berjalanan
Aku pun semakin tenang.

Hijau itu indah

2008-08-30T07:59:00.001+08:00

Pohon-pohon semakin hilang
Angin ribut semakin kencang
Panas mentari menyinari bumi
Mengelapkan apa yang ada disini

Globalisasi kemodenan
Tanpa mengira kejahatan
Yang Bermaharajalela dijalanan
Dunia semakin panas dengan perubahan

Dimana hilang kehijauan?
Anugerah tuhan untuk manusia?
Dilupuskan, dihancur oleh benda yang dipanggil modenisasi?
Aku pun pening memikirkan

Jika ditanya pada tubuh yang berjalan
Apa rela hidup dalam kesenangan?
Atau memelihara kehijauan?
Mereka pilih kemodenan

Suatu ketika, bila bumi sudah ketandusan
Baru timbul penyesalan
'Kalau ku tahu' mereka berkata
Tapi semua sudah terlambat
Hujan asid sudah menimpa
Panas mentari sudah mencairkn
Mereka akan sedar, hijau itu milik tuhan.

2008-07-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

Done By Poetry

Nice drawing, too bad for blur vision

It's just too late

2008-07-25T00:29:00.000+08:00

I have to lie down
I’m exhausted with sweet and bitter
From the day I pin the crown
I felt the poison flowing through my vein
Friends and betrayal become bridge
Task and personal become sick jokes
Insanity grew from underdog
Even the ordinary suffers like hell
For every job I take it seriously
Like crow follow its leader
I blind my mind and heart for him
What do I get in the end?
For nothing and compliment?
I did for the hell I live and learn
And for the bridge that keep me sanity
Not for the committee I served
For my self as human
I remember the days I left alone
The jobs I have to do
For no credit I curse my heart

A sweet memory enter frame
Those days with my fellow colleagues
The days I could happily did my work
With my juniors as key to my sanity
Now I hold my blood and vein
Not to torture myself and them
If the days of memoir continue
It holds nothing
Just a bitter sweet memory

The day has come
I lie down my crown

My title
My power
I felt the poison rushing to dry
I want this remedy
The only way I could serve as human
Not to be neither good as angel nor evil as devil
The remedy rush to my heart
With it’s new formula of my old self
Now I could cut everyone without hesitation
But the remedy did not work for instant
I can wait

Till the day it came

Joys of saddy

2008-07-24T00:43:00.000+08:00

A prey crawled onto the hole.
Seek for food and love that spread.
Seek for happiness of joy that last.

But, like a flash of lightning
Without it could blinking his eyes
A predator comes and snap.
Like a tiger starve on death
He fall, to faith and destiny he wait.

Would he be safe?
If he cud hold 0n
To lead a life that taken gone?
Oh. He was an easy prey.
He fall beyond reality.

To god he asked
To angel he pray
To hold with mask
That he cant lay.
What a beautifool prey

Now he's falling,
Failure of breathing.
Into the bush of hatred
Into the woods of sadness
He die unhonour with melancholic.
Without sound of tears.
He silent.

Suara keadilan

2008-07-24T00:13:00.000+08:00

Merenung tajam ke lautan
Ikan2 berlompatan
Deru angin kesejukan
Aku kepenatan

Melayan karenah menggangu jiwa
Melayan minda menahan rasa
Aku lemas dalam gila

Duduk baring ku sendiri
Melihat si muda yang berlari
Nafas laju kencang
Melawan angin yang tenang
Aku kepenatan

Bukalah minda buka hati
Dimana kau berdiri.
Disitu kau dibesari.
Tanahairmu kelam tanpa chaya.
Hak keadilan tertutup tanpa suara.
Kenyataan hangus menyala.
Aku kepenatan.

Suatu masa mereka kan merasa
Kebangkitan dari siRaksasa.
Menghancur temb0k penahan mereka
Pengetahuan senjata penghancur mereka.

Aku kepenatan.

ThE EupHonY oF Bel

2008-06-28T16:33:00.000+08:00

Every night I stand to hideous stone
Shadow around me move on their own
I feel through my heart
In sadness of beautiful art
Darkness crept through the trees
I count my days only left to three
My dear friends where are you now?
My heart tattered in pieces and bow
My flesh melts into dust
Before my bone will combust
Our friendship continue into infinity years
Please feel my soul before it ripped by sickles
Such changes and I never went through
For all those time, I’ll always love you

eternal lovers

2008-06-25T10:01:00.001+08:00

Love, for every moment of joy,

i love you to death

for giving me your heart,

i love you to death

for kisses and hugs

i love you to death

Love, hear my heart

you worth me for everything

u shine my life if it's dark

you make me laugh when i am sad.

for that i love you to death

Love, believe in the words 'until death do us apart'

because only death we would apart.

because my every breath wont let you go

because you are my soul

i love you to death

Love, will you love me like i do?

will you stay with me like we should?

will you hold on to me when we lost?

cause i will and it's not would.

i love you to death

Love, i will never let you go

not under any circumstance

because you are my heart

and imagine how could i live without my heart?

i will fall into the ground unbeaten and die.

Love, bear in mind for what I've said

forget all the broken dreams

stick with me cause i stick with you

feel my love and hold me tight

cause i love you to death

Love, before i close this sorrow

i want you to know, that i

fucking love you so much

and i am deeply into you

and i won't let you go.

please feel my love like you did

and i will appreciate it for an eternal.

this is my sworn for you Love.

view of sunset

2008-06-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

Sunset at sri kenangan's beach. such a lovely evening. but end up with sad and tears.

Je te détester

2008-06-20T15:40:00.000+08:00

I hate you
ll belle amitié
such beautiful friendship
but my love has gone waste

laid comme un pou
nothing but ugly as sin
but I'm sorry...
I didn't tell you earlier
Je regrette de ne pas vous l'avoir dit plus tôt.

J'en ai marre de toi
je enchante de faire votre connaissance
mais je ne pourrai jamais vous pardonner.
Êtes-vous prêtes à mourir en beauté

I have enough of you
I'm glad to know you
but I wont forgive you
are you prepared for beautiful death

Note: I am trying to express the poem in French...It's hard and ugly

Narcissist Philosopher

2008-06-17T10:29:00.000+08:00

for a breath i took the words,
the venom you spill,
sadness of loves gone lost,
sick of moment,
you tear the romance,
i take for a moment
of harsh ego
that lost into hatred.

my love,
i demise for every second,
is it complicated?
for it to vanish?
the mortal heart that cracked?
i would.

oh. for every memoir
i shall love you to death
to eternal and to tomorrow that comes and go

Quote By Vicki Harrison

2008-06-10T08:58:00.000+08:00

"Grief is like the ocean; it comes on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim"

Quote By William Shakespeare

2008-06-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

"The course of true love never did run smooth"

My Project

2008-06-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

I've made it using my adobe photoshop. it took me about an hours to finish this. i know it just the simple one but for me, it's look cool. ouhs i felt taboo for hidin the sultan face. is it a'ight mate?

18 years old are prohibited from buying cigar?

2008-06-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

New Sucks Rules, 18 years old can't buy cigratte from any store or super-market. ouhs that Fucks. I'm totally not agree with this kind of law. we bruneian youth have our own right. we can do whatever we want do. although cigar bring harm more than good but still, it's not fair. there's no democratic on this country. i'm not really care about it cause i'm turnin' 18 this july,Ouh Kiddo Out there, listen to your government and let your mnd being control by them. (X_X)

fictional loves that occur

2008-06-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

for every moment
for every tears
i give myself into it
im drown into the world of hatred

where animosity takes place
where fictional loves emerge
i push myself in
into the world of fiction
where love is only pretending

ThE EupHonY oF Dii

2008-04-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

Holding the blood and bone
A thousand tears fall into anonymous stone
Thousand corpse and carcass in my eyes
But never to frighten under blue skies
Every night of madness and death I face
I pull each life to make sacrifice
I know I was to be taken
And make my heart to stop beaten
Silent indulge around my shadow
The same day I step to meadow
Nothing left in the dark
Let me be a memory in your heart
Even tough you love to hate
I feel this is my fate
To leave in my dearest town
it’s time for me to gone

For Her

2008-03-26T13:14:00.000+08:00

What time should I wake up mother?
You shouldn’t cry from your agony
I’m here for you day and night with crimson flower
Did they hurt you with pain and injury?

I am coming from the nightmare and death
This wound and holes they had put me
I can free from this hell of oubliette
I will be there for you mommy

Among living and death of midnight curtain
Through the parlor and foyer I walked
Scattered of equivocal motive to kill the acquaintance
Vengeance my mother, later we talked

No one will ever hurt you I promise
For every breath I took it make me happy
Your cuddle and warmth has killed your nemesis
Forever I possessed your loving sympathy

shine the rain

2008-03-21T12:04:00.000+08:00

though the rain shine heavily
though the sun rain eternally
but in the end it will stop
fading away from what it does

like a childish walk happily
ever after they smile continuously
but it goes with broken heart
shot by a arrow of animosity

where is the light
if dakrness keep clouding
where the heart
of happiness that fading

wish the sun shine eternally
wish the rain raining continuously
and joy forever
to end it sufferin.

Dead bird in cage

2008-03-20T08:44:00.000+08:00

Inside a cage you called HOME
Living inside purely alone

Calling her your precious
You are lying beneath your cough

You are dying inside a cage
Beaten up rudely by cane

Take this key and free yourself
It is the only way out

You still wanted to be inside
Covered everything with bunch of lies

Suffering and no one care you’re dead
Inside a rotten coffin you laid

2008-03-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

Insecurity. just feeling X((

2008-03-13T13:36:00.000+08:00

Fuck Emo X)

Love and Hate

2008-03-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

every beat it takes,

it comes with tears and hates.

tears of melancholy

to hate something that unholy

i confess to everything i've done

its not worst like everything you did

but past is past

what done is done.

hate and jealousy

selfishness and animosity

i'm suffocated to all of this

wish everythin were drown to the valley of hell

from where it comes, it comes with love and hate.

Prosperousity

2008-03-10T10:17:00.000+08:00

As sun shine thru happiness and loves

there will be a dark dread hidin and last

to teh rain that comes

to teh thunder that spark

it comes and kill the one who's dark

Like an angel that comes and go

with teh demon he fall and hold

she rush to the hell

and demon to the heaven

in between of it thy meet

If god knows how it goes

HIM will comes down and help the worst

Like teh sun that stop shining

Like teh rain that stop raining

drought to animosity

he fall to beyond of it

2008-03-09T17:02:00.000+08:00

My Fisrt Blog. Got Nothing To Say X))