unknown moment

in the dark dread there was a moment
that fade and lost through time went by
a scene of mortal with angel he kissed
a dreadful kiss that changed his life forever

as year go by he suffer the consequences
living in the cage like a bird can't fly
freedom and happy the angel took it away
and he fall before he can make it

a feeling for a time that elapsed every second
a sense of heart that he lost forever
would he be safe and sound?
sanctum melancholic he has to pay

brightness and shiny he was used to be
walking on the god's land as far as he can do
now hidden in the cage of angel's do
breathless with no soul in agony
he pay the price like he should be.

a sin for the sinner

For the moonlight spark my eyes
there's a vision that i've denied
a chilling moment that i sober
therefore i fall through the hover

where poisonous lips spoke to the damned
a bittersweet tounge stuck to the sin
neverending words and sword he sworn
to venus, he begged and long

it happen over and over unstoppable
untill tired control he looks so pale
with lullaby singing along the journey
a sweet fucking talk stuck in the artery

a sorry with chapter untaceable
known only to hate for premiere
neverending the story begin
that's it, a sin for the sinner

Deadly sUn

The sky has stopped its tears; the land of bliss has dried upon the beautiful sky
the sun sat between cirrostratus clouds with its shine awakens the sleeping being
The attractive flower misses the sun to blossom its beautiful petal
the birds are happy to look for food to its darling hatchlings
The joys of human to see the sun again are too priceless
clear blue sky has replace the Grey wet sky
No more morning nightmare to face
hearing the bird and wind singing to its lovely melody.

However I missed the silver cloud
now seeing it again only once in blue moon
The coldness of the day has comfort my daily pain
now the heat is intense and everything is wrong
The tune of water hitting the concrete house bring back my tranquility
how it ooze to my skin...ah..such lovely feeling
The rains that break the midnight silent with its thunder sing upon the midnight sky
just like a lullaby that put me to sleep.

Waking with the bright sun hurting my eyes
as tough it can cause combustion upon my naked skin
I know its bliss
I wish to see a rainy bliss that would set the land once again wet
locking my self away form this hostile bright light
Now I’m at my home avoiding the radiant daylight.

Im In Disorder

walk to the left
walk to the right
which direction i go
it doesnt seems right
i feel like taco
and now i eat fritos
watchin the video
give me a freako

i spell the word bumlebee
but it turn out to be lullaby
why shud this happen to me?
ahh my superior warrior lousy

space invasion from mars and venus
whoaa lots of enemy with flying saucer
i hide under table and feel nervous
waheyy someone kill them with the chilli sauce

then i walk thru the cave of death
there's giant with club in his hand
i start to sneak and hide under his feet
and stole his cluby and run to the land

suddenly phone ring and someone talking
i yell and say hello but no one answering
then i found something on the floor
i see it closely it just a cake roll

then comes minimoys from the arthur story
they told me evil M has kidnap arthur
i join the tribe and fight with fury
and got the rubies given by arthur

the adventure goes like there's no end
i want to stop but i just can't
i smash my head unto the rock
i wake up and feel like gorr.

haha im in DISORDER

I For U

She's Siti NorLina Bte Ladi. My Sweetheart Eternally.

Yeahh. we've been together since 27th june 2007. it's been a long time and we have hold too much memories that we couldn't let go. Am i too quick? let me introduce first who's she.

She's Leena. 16 yrs old. Born on 31st Augustus 1993. She live inside my heart. (iWontTellWhere). The thing's she born to LOVE me! am i right babe?? haha

We've been thru many sad and happy things. weve been thru the worst fight of ours. we've been solved too may problem together. weve been walk together, sleep together and love each other.

Love, i remembered the time when we hate each other but in the end still we be together. too many obstacle we've been breakthru. if i list out everything it wont fit on this blog. haha. well aside from that we've been thru many sweet moment. the time when we kissed beneath the tree with rain were falling down. it's so sweet dear. it'll never erase.

Also when you offer something valuable, u never regret and so am i. it just happened like that without being planned. love i love you so much.

Well we shud forget everything bad and dread. it wont last forever. we shudnt leave each other. we shudnt cheat on each other. every moment is like precious to us.

okee im out of topic. haha. well there's something i wanna let out to her. seriously.
if you think it's too jiwang thenn who cares. my blog. *piss off

Sayang, seluruhannya hanya untuk mu. seumur hidupku hanya buat mu. jangan pernah kita berpisah. seperti w. Shakepeare bilang. 'Cinta sejati itu takkan pernah aman kerana ianya hanya satu dugaan'. kan kann sayang? waheyyy. im too jiwang laa. tp yang benar itu aku sayang sama leena. like berabisan.

AGAIN!!!

Babe, for every poem ive made it just for only u. banar. for every sweettalk ive talk about it really for u. again BANAR. for every inch of my life is truly with you. and and dont forget uve stole my heart. MANA my heart????? hahaha.

Here List Of Songs We've Been Listened As Our Song.
I caught a fire by the used
my heart by paramore
karna ku sayang kamu by dygta
Letters To You by finch (ive play the guitar.)
our very own song. havent got the name yet.
with you by chris brown.


Hereby i present u some picture that show what us truly are.




Love. my wish is we cud be together forever eternally. i wont regret havin u by my side. having u as my angel my heart. my fucking everything. ure my only one again BANAR. mwahs

Sayang jgn pernah curang sama aku ahh. ku timbak lubang idungmu. bear na dpt benafas lagi, ku garut muamu pky cutter if kau curang. aku cinta kau brabes.

Lastly till here only. im done. and one thing jgn slalu kusut2 bee awhh. ketahuilaah aku sayang kau saja. selama-lamanya. kalah salam sayang kau.

SiLeena My Forever. thousand kiss and hugs for her. i fuck you babe.


Sweet cheers melodies
sweet love we can be
forever eternally
you shud know we are meant to be.
ILOVEYOU

Sweet Lullaby

To Cheers With Loyal And Patient
To Calm With Sincerity And Love
I Thanks You Thousand Times For That
Because Without You I Would Be Dead

For Every Moment We Have Spent
I Kept It Inside And Tighten
For Sweet Promises And Deal
It Makes Me Melt And I Swear

Hope We Can Be Together Ever
And Never Be Apart Like Forever
This Poem Maybe Short
But It truly Mean A Lot

Thanks Dear.

Darah Hangat

Berdiri Megahnya Mereka Di Tanah Haram
Bermaharajalela Umpama Binatang Yang Melata
Di Sanjung Dan Di Kenali Seluruh Dunia
Keadilan Adalah Dalam Definisi Mereka

Bersama Dengan Teman Seperjuangannya
Zionist Bangsat Menjadi Satu Negara
Di Sokong Oleh Sesetengah Negeri
Mereka Bersatu Memerintah Dengan Cara Tersendiri

Megahnya Mereka Umpama Firaun Mengaku Tuhan
Dibutakan Mata Mereka,
Ditulikan Telinga Mereka,
Dikeraskan Hati Mereka,
Dilaknat Buat Selama-lamanya Oleh Tuhan Yang Maha Berkuasa

Nyawa Tergadai Begitu Saja
Umpama besi Tidak Berguna
Peluru Pula Menghujani Bumi Menimpa Anak-anak Kecil Tidak Bersalah
Tersedu Menangis Tidak Di Hirau Malah Di Biarkan Sebegitu Rupa
Sampai Akhirnya Ia Terdiam Kelu Tak Terkata.